Calculating

I couldn’t stand it.  I took my HCG numbers from 2 weeks ago when I was tested last, and my numbers from Wed. and plugged them into the HCG Calculator with the number of days in between and it says they are doubling every 48 hours!  I have decided that’s a great sign and hopefully even without the results from yesterday that means little bean is growing.  Can’t wait till next Friday for the ultrasound.  Here’s praying for a heart beat.

I told my sister in law today that sometimes I feel like I’m just going to be perpetually pregnant and never have a kid.  I think it’s sad that I feel like that sometimes.  I really want to be uber excited about this pregnancy like I was last time but my emotional self just won’t let myself get too attached yet.  Here’s hoping I can get excited soon!

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3 Responses

  1. I completely understand…after a while you just are numb to the idea. I hope your little ‘bean’ is hanging on this time. I LOVE U! 🙂

  2. I don’t think there is anything worse than the emotional rollercoaster of pregnancy and all it’s forms including miscarraige. What I learned was that nothing is fixed or the same with each pregnancy. Nevertheless I really did hate the emotions.

    I am thinking that all children are ultimately worth it but like Heavenly Father, I have been forced to wait to see to if some of them are going to make it!

    Good luck!

  3. I can’t even imagine what the roller coaster ride feels like for you. I never really had too many miscarriage experiences, but I did have emotional swing during pregnancy, for sure! So if you add those two together, OH MAN! I’m happy you are doing so well at this crazy game.

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